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catharsis

by Abby Miracle

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bobbi_abby Peace Will Win is not only my favorite because it is inspired by the Grammy Award winning duo, Twenty One Pilots, but because of the meaning behind this song. The sound is also another reason why I love it, this song is musically brilliant. Abby is an incredible artist. Favorite track: Peace Will Win.
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1.
Rewind 03:32
verse it's like watching the world from the outside/ like my life's on a tv screen/ like i'm locked up in here behind someone elses eyes/ watching their life go by/ prechorus and i dont know why this began/ and i can barely remember when/ and im not sure how i can make it stop/ or reel myself back in chorus because most of the time/ it's like i'm watching a tape of someone else's life/ i wanna soak in the moments, but theyre just so hard to find/ and everyday, I want more and more to rewind/ verse i just wanna jump in the picture/ like on that show i used to watch as a child/ so i could enjoy what i'm seeing/ instead of watching time go by from the sides/ prechorus and i dont know why this began/ and i can barely remember when/ and im not sure how i can make it stop/ or reel myself back in chorus because most of the time/ it's like i'm watching a tape of someone else's life/ i wanna soak in the moments, but theyre just so hard to find/ and everyday, I want more and more to rewind/ bridge i wanna make the most of my life/ and remember it fondly after the years go by/ but i cant seem to get a good connection/ and all the while i keep losing time/ verse other people make living look so easy/ sometimes i cant even keep apart/ the days of my life from the dreams i have at night/ and its hard to keep moving with my life/ chorus because most of the time/ it's like i'm watching a tape of someone else's life/ i wanna soak in the moments, but theyre just so hard to find/ and everyday, I want more and more to rewind/
2.
verse sometimes i feel like i can never get anything right/ feel like i fail at being a friend/ ive been sitting here fighting forgiveness/ then you told me it was time for this war to come to an end/ prechorus normally, id ask questions/ but today im just too tired/ honestly, you changed how im feeling/ and i know that i dont have to fight/ chorus like a train coming at me/ i suddenly see what youre saying to me/ and i wish i could see/ im not defined by the lies i believe/ if we're honest, im afraid of where i need to go next/ verse sometimes you like to remind me that i can still get it right/ like when someone tells me ive been a good friend/ i hope that you can forgive me/ cause someday i know that this war will come to an end/ prechorus normally, i wouldnt believe that/ im worth any bit of your time// honestly, i want your perspective/ so i can see what you see in my life/ chorus like a train coming at me/ i suddenly see what youre saying to me/ and i wish i could see/ im not defined by the lies i believe/ if we're honest, im afraid of where i need to go next/ chorus like a train coming at me/ i suddenly see what youre saying to me/ and now you made me see/ that im not defined by the lies i believe/ but if we're honest, im still afraid of where i need to go next/
3.
verse i know you see me clearer than i see myself/ that i am fearfully and wonderfully made/ but there's a voice in my head like a broken record/ that i just cant seem to turn off when it's played/ prechorus im trying to think better of myself these days/ but i know that i can't do that without you/ chorus wish i could see myself from your point of view/ wish i could know just exactly how im seen by you/ i hear nice things that i want to believe/ but please make me see/ from your point of view/ verse when im scared of whats to come, you drown out my doubt/ and i know youll never forget about me/ but theres still a voice in my head like a broken record/ that i just cant seem to turn off when its played/ prechorus im trying to think better of myself these days/ but i know that i can't do that without you/ chorus wish i could see myself from your point of view/ wish i could know just exactly how im seen by you/ i hear nice things that i want to believe/ but please make me see/ from your point of view/ bridge sometimes i get to see myself through your eyes/ but that doesnt happen every day/ i want to remember and believe how you see me/ so i can see myself that clear on my own/ chorus wish i could see myself from your point of view/ wish i could know just exactly how im seen by you/ i hear nice things that i want to believe/ but please make me/ from your point of view/ but please make me/ from your point of view/
4.
Invincible 04:04
verse invincible/ is the goal/ but im nowhere near the finish line/ i want to feel self secure/ no matter whats outside or in my mind/ sometimes i feel a bit left out/ even though no one forgot/ even on the days when the world's not against me/ im waging wars inside my thoughts/ prechrorus the world can be dark and the world can be cold/ but i give myself a hard enough time on my own/ chorus invincible/ is what i want to be/ untouchable/ is what it seems to me/ invinvible/ is too far out of my reach/ impossible/ or at least thats what it seems/ verse everywhere i go/ i see people with the confidence i wish i had/ it seems to me, theyre getting through life/ a little easier than i am/ sometimes it's hard/ to talk about the darkness i face everyday/ even if i dont have have the strength to look you in the eye/ i still hope those few words make me brave/ prechrorus the world can be dark and the world can be cold/ but i give myself a hard enough time on my own/ chorus invincible/ is what i want to be/ untouchable/ is what it seems to me/ invinvible/ is too far out of my reach/ impossible/ or at least thats what it seems/ chorus invincible/ is what i want to be/ untouchable/ is what it seems to me/ invinvible/ is too far out of my reach/ impossible/ or at least thats what it seems/
5.
To End 03:31
verse ive dreaded this day for a while/ but ive been ready for it too/ as much as this makes me nervous/ it's something i just have to do/ prechorus and though change terrifies me/ there are new things i have to try/ today i know i have to spread my wings a little/ or ill never get to fly/ chorus i was never meant to stay here forever/ it's time for me to leave some things behind/ let whats in store begin/ in order to start a new begining/ something has to end/ verse looking on this day at first/ i was terrified for whats to come/ now as i sit here looking forward/ im excited for this chapter to be done/ prechorus cause just maybe change is for me/ cause there are new things i have to try/ and today i know i have to spread my wings a little/ or ill never get to fly/ chorus i was never meant to stay here forever/ it's time for me to leave some things behind/ let whats in store begin/ in order to start a new begining/ something has to end/ bridge im headed towards a new destination/ im not sure of what ill find/ the journey is the hardest part/ but i might just enjoy the view from the sky/ chorus i was never meant to stay here forever/ it's time for me to leave some things behind/ let whats in store begin/ in order to start a new begining/ something has to end/ something has to end/ something has to end/ something has to/
6.
verse i am watching as the raindrops fall/ they are rolling, cooling down the sidewalk/ sometimes rain can be a bad thing, but today, it's not the same as other times/ usually, a storm will come and leave me locked up inside/ but today, this rain is giving me peace of mind/ chorus thunder will not roll, lightening will not crash/ storms like that go on forever, but summer rain won't last/ verse i am peaceful, as the rain slows down/ gently falling, forming puddles on the ground/ normally, i wouldn't be outside in this, but today, is not liike other times/ usually, when storms come, i like to stay inside/ but today, this rain is giving me peace of mind/ chorus thunder will not roll, lightening will not crash/ storms like that go on forever, but summer rain won't last/ bridge as the rain stops falling on the ground/ i wonder when it will come back around/ chorus thunder will not roll, lightening will not crash/ storms like that go on forever, but summer rain won't last/ outro wind no longer blows, clouds have passed/ storms usually go on forever, but this summer rain didnt last/ but this summer rain didnt last
7.
verse i saw you walking with your new friends/ i smiled long enough for you to pass me by/ i try almost too hard not to think about/ how that used to be you and i/ we'd walk together on the sidewalks/ you'd make sure not to let me fall/ i'd protect you from the raindrops/ but now its you that's left me in a storm/ chorus i feel a pain in my chest because i thought you understood/ i guess that pain is regret for ever thinking that you could/ this time being left alone is even harder than the last/ and i dont know how long it will take to convince myself i deserve better than that/ verse you'd think i would've cried by now/ but i guess i just can't bring myself to do it/ but ive got other things to figure out/ like why you would want to put me through this/ no one could separate the bond we had/ or at least that's what i thought/ one day we went everywhere together/ and the next day you were suddenly gone/ chorus i feel a pain in my chest because i thought you understood/ i guess that pain is regret for ever thinking that you could/ this time being left alone is even harder than the last/ and i dont know how long it will take to convince myself i deserve better than that/ bridge i can't seem to convince anyone to stick around/ somehow i lose their attention and it leaves me filled with doubt/ chorus i feel a pain in my chest because i thought you understood/ i guess that pain is regret for ever thinking that you could/ this time being left alone is even harder than the last/ and i dont know how long it will take to convince myself i deserve better/ and i dont know how long it will take to convince myself i deserve better than that/
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chorus and they ask me why i dont just forget it/ just turn off my brain and tuck it in/ but it's not that easy to turn things around/ when your thoughts didnt come with a switch/ and they tell me just to think of sunshine/ and thats a good thought i agree/ but i dont think that you understand/ it's so much harder than it seems/ verse i wasnt planning on staying up tonight/ but a thought came from the back of my head/ and when one thought comes to attack/ you know he'll bring a couple of friends/ prechorus 14 minutes after 3/ yet here i continue to sit/ and theres still a pink mark left behind/ from the rubber band i snapped on my wrist/ chorus and they ask me why i dont just forget it/ just turn off my brain and tuck it in/ but it's not that easy to turn things around/ when your thoughts didnt come with a switch/ and they tell me just to think of sunshine/ and thats a good thought i agree/ but i dont think that you understand/ it's so much harder than it seems/ verse i pray to clear up this confusion in my head/ cause i know earth has no sorrow heaven cant heal/ as the night continues on my mind still waders/ because sometimes all the sorrow is too hard to feel/ prechorus 10 minutes after 4/ sleep is farther now than it's ever been/ and though it wont be long until sunrise/ it feels every light is growing dim/ chorus and they ask me why i dont just forget it/ just turn off my brain and tuck it in/ but it's not that easy to turn things around/ when your thoughts didnt come with a switch/ and they tell me just to think of sunshine/ and thats a good thought i agree/ but i dont think that you understand/ it's so much harder than it seems/ outro finally i see the sunrise/ i didnt think id see the new day begin/ yesterdays gone/ and i long to move on/ a new chance, i will try again/
10.
My Ukulele 03:31
verse id like to introduce a close friend of mine/ hes got 4 strings and i never leave him behind/ hes never said a bad word about anyone/ but people still continue to criticize/ my ukulele/ 'i like your tiny guitar' they say/ i correct them but they argue anyway/ i wish the reputation was better for my friend/ they ask 'is that a taylor?' oh here we go again/ chorus oooo oooo ooo ooo it doesnt make me any less than you/ ooo ooo ooo just because i have fewer strings than you do/ i can still strum and fingerpick/ and play more than 3 chords/ i know more keys than g and c/ and i can play a minor 4/ verse with 4 strings its less trouble to tune/ and i dont have to change the strings as soon/ i dont really get many freebird requests/ but i could still play it if i wanted to/ on my ukulele/ its not as easy to play as you think/ and happy songs are not all that i sing/ and yes ive heard somewhere over the rainbow too/ but thats not all that i can do/ chorus oooo oooo ooo ooo it doesnt make me any less than you/ ooo ooo ooo just because i have fewer strings than you do/ i can still strum and fingerpick/ and play more than 3 chords/ i know more keys than g and c/ and i can play a minor 4/ (ukulele solo) (yeah thats still a ukulele) chorus oooo oooo ooo ooo it doesnt make me any less than you/ ooo ooo ooo just because i have fewer strings than you do/ i can still strum and fingerpick/ and play more than 3 chords/ i know more keys than g and c/ and i can play a minor 4/ my ukulele
11.
3 AM 03:36
verse it's 3 am/ it's colder here tonight than it's ever been/ and thankfully/ your voice is the loudest one in my head/ prechorus because it's harder to see the stars some nights more than others/ but you kend me your telescope so i can dream/ chorus it seems dark now/ i cant get out/ i cant escape the thoughts surrounding me, i think that i might drown/ but you understand/ what ive been through/ youve felt what im feeling and sometimes you still do/ verse it's 4 am/ it's getting easier to rest because of what you said/ your words remind me im not alone when all the other words make the night something to dread/ prechrous but it's harder to geth to sleep some nights more than others/ but youve written a lullaby so i can dream/ chorus it seems dark now/ i cant get out/ i cant escape the thoughts surrounding me, i think that i might drown/ but you understand/ what ive been through/ youve felt what im feeling and sometimes you still do/ bridge even if im not okay/ im still alive/ and ill stay that way, ill stay that way/ for you/ chorus it seems dark now/ i cant get out/ i cant escape the thoughts surrounding me, i think that i might drown/ but you understand/ what ive been through/ youve felt what im feeling and sometimes you still do/ chorus it seems dark now/ i cant get out/ i cant escape the thoughts surrounding me, i think that i might drown/ but you understand/ what ive been through/ youve felt what im feeling and sometimes you still do/ outro it's 3 am/ ill let you sing to me again/
12.
Masquerade 03:40
Verse He used to tell me I was everything/ Compare our love to the stars/ We used to gaze at constellations/ Now another girl is in his arms/ He used to tell me I was lovely/ More than the sunrise everyday/ If youre like me, youll think he loves you/ But dont be fooled by the masquerade/ You never know what he really wants to say/ Chorus Is 'I love you for the next two years of my life'/ Youre the death and the best part of me/ And 'I love you for the next two years of my life'/ 'Youre more than enough for me'/ Til something better comes around/ A new interest is found/ Then 'I dont think I ever felt the same/ He's the master of pretending/ And king of the masquerade/ Verse We're not the first victims in his trap/ But he just cant do this anymore/ His tricks are laid out in a pattern/ It's always two years til he gets bored/ Brain washing magic takes the innocent/ Manipulation you cant tame/ Almost predictable, but still unpredictable/ He's skilled at the masquerade/ I'm here to warn the future players of his game/ Chorus And 'I love you for the next two years of my life'/ Youre the death and the best part of me/ And, 'I love you for the next two years of my life'/ 'Youre more than enough for me'/ Til something better comes around/ A new interest is found/ Then 'I dont think I ever felt the same/ He's the master of pretending/ And king of the masquerade/ Ending Chorus And I wasted the past two years of my life/ He was the death and the best part of me/ And I wasted the past two years of my life/ He was never good enough for me/ Til something better comes around/ I'll be here safe and sound/ And Im glad that we never felt the same/ Goodbye master of pretending/ And king of the masquerade/ King of the masquerade/ Throwing the shade on your masquerade/
13.
verse sometimes i dont even know why im afraid/ and i cant remember how long ive been this way/ but this is not the first time and it wont be the last/ that i am stuck in this place/ chorus but peace will win and fear will be defeated/ just like it's done many times before/ and i know someday the storm will pass and ill be out on the other end/ even though it seems impossible right now/ peace will win/ verse maybe im scared cause im not sure whats ahead/ how will i get anywhere from where i am/ but this is not the first time and it wont be the last/ that i feel stuck in one place/ chorus but peace will win and fear will be defeated/ just like it's done many times before/ and i know someday the storm will pass and ill be out on the other end/ even though it seems impossible right now/ peace will win/ chorus but peace will win and your fears will be defeated/ just like it's done many times before/ just know someday the storm will pass and youll be out on the other end/ even though it seems impossible right now/ chorus peace will win and our fears will be defeated/ just like it's done many times before/ just know someday the storm will pass and we'll be out on the other end/ even though it seems impossible right now/ peace will win/ even though it seems impossible right now/ peace will win/
14.
verse maybe some just want to settle for less/ or maybe some dont know the difference/ theres a counterfeit love that might fool you and break your heart/ but theres grace to be found and to be given/ prechorus and no matter how hard you try/ you cant tell the difference without the light/ chorus the love of the world slips through my hands/ and all it has to offer soon fades away/ but your thoughts for me outnumber every grain of sand/ and youve already seen the end of every day/ but because of what you did for me so many years ago/ i dont have to settle for counterfeit love/ verse you can love with all youve got/ and you can let others love you deeply/ but your heart will never feel as full as it's meant to be/ until you let Him love you endlessly/ prechorus and no matter how hard you try/ you cant tell the difference without the light/ chorus the love of the world slips through my hands/ and all it has to offer soon fades away/ but your thoughts for me outnumber every grain of sand/ and youve already seen the end of every day/ but because of what you did for me so many years ago/ i dont have to settle for counterfeit love/ bridge no one would counterfeit something worthless/ if no one wanted it, it wouldnt be in high demand/ but His love is not something you have to pay for/ it's free to anyone who asks/ all you have to do is ask/ chorus the love of the world slips through my hands/ and all it has to offer soon fades away/ but your thoughts for me outnumber every grain of sand/ and youve already seen the end of every day/ chorus the love of the world slips through my hands/ and all it has to offer soon fades away/ but your thoughts for me outnumber every grain of sand/ and youve already seen the end of every day/ but because of what you did for me so many years ago/ i dont have to settle for counterfeit love/ but because of what you did for me so many years ago/ i dont have to settle for counterfeit love/
15.
Restless 02:52
chorus heres to another sleepless night/ heres to another day of lying and saying that im fine/ heres to another week of fighting with my mind/ oh, i wish i wasnt so restless all the time/ verse i always tend to think way too much/ they tell me to just turn off my mind/ but if theres a switch to flip or a plug to pull/ it's not something i can seem to find/ i thought things were getting much better/ but they may be worse than ever now/ chorus heres to another sleepless night/ heres to another day of lying and saying that im fine/ heres to another week of fighting with my mind/ oh, i wish i wasnt so restless all the time/ verse alli want is to be left alone/ i need time sometimes to spend time with my mind/ but i dont want to be left alone/ cause there are times when my thoughts keep me up all night/ sleep is only an acquaintance/ we've only just barely met/ but i here nice things about you/ and i wish we could at least be friends/ chorus heres to another sleepless night/ heres to another day of lying and saying that im fine/ heres to another week of fighting with my mind/ oh, i wish i wasnt so restless all the time/ yeah, i wish i wasnt so restless all the time/
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Outro 01:34

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released May 12, 2017

All songs written by Abby Miracle
Produced by Abby Miracle
Vocals, Acoustic Guitar, Electric Guitar, Ukulele, Glockenspiel and other sounds by Abby Miracle
Masquerade and Restless: produced by Larry Mitchell; acoustic guitar, ukulele and vocals by Abby Miracle; electric guitar, bass and other instruments by Larry Mitchell
Talking on 3 AM by Tyler Joseph and all credits to the audio go to their rightful owner(s).
Copyright Abby Miracle and Miracle Music 2017
Cover art by Haley (twitter & instagram @carpenoctem_art)


Wow here we are again with another album that I almost lost my sanity to make a reality. Writing this thank you letter to go in the cd is one of my favorite and least favorite parts about making an album. When I first decided I was going to make a full length album by graduation, (in 30 days) I told myself I was crazy. I told myself I was crazy during the whole process too. But I did it! and i graduated high school but whatever. First off I'd like to thank my parents for not kicking me out for driving them crazy with needing silence to record these songs. Secondly, my brother, whom I didnt have much to say about on my first thank you letter, but since then, he has become my best friend. (and hair dresser. yes, he dyes my hair all the colors.) He hears songs before theyre finished and before the rest of my family and still chooses to hang out with me. S'pretty cool. Next, my dearest pals that meet me at mama mocha's for coffee, play ukulele in public with me, and still like me when i sneak pictures of their beautiful faces so i can remember the moments later. (they know who they are) To Nicole, To Kentt and to Lauren, the magical and talented beings that always send me encouraging messages without even being told that i need them. (And thanks to Kentt for the tracklist illustrations!) Thank you to Tyler Joseph for inspiring this record with his own, "No Phun Intended" (dude look it up it's my favorite album in the entire world) and to him and Josh Dun for inspiring me every day. To my dearest Cisco Squad, epic fail: party of 6, Cisco defense squad.....I love you as much as we love Cisco Ramon. To my dearest friends of "We All Love Jesus"; I love you, Jesus loves you, and the next show I play that no one is listening, I'll remember how you told me that you would be there singing all of the words that I wrote. And thanks to Haley for the lovely cover art! To my album crunch pals from Netflix and YouTube: Parks and Recreation, Bob's Burgers, Thomas Sanders and Sam & Nia; thanks for keeping me company while I made this album happen. And finally, thank you to God for sending His son and being apart of this way before I was. Take these songs and pass them on.
With Love,
Abby



"Don't give up, push through the droughts. Channel the inevitable disappointments back into your craft. Break molds, think, create. But most importantly, stay alive. And in the meantime, make it about others; that seems to work. Stay strong, live on, and power to the local dreamer." - Tyler Joseph

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